Tuesday 13 October 2015

- LaCythe's Random Story : Stalkers. STALKERS EVERYWHERE - (」゜ロ゜)」

Pshaw.. Some of my friends think im bluffing (-、-)

Who would stalk someone like me? Im fugleh.

Well.... I wouldn't say I'm ugly, probably fat. But not ugly... (and i'm not that fat anyway, just chubby)

Have you ladies (or gentlemen) ever experienced being stalked by freaks in your social media?

Damned freaks.

I don't know about you, but I've found quite a lot of stalkers here in Indonesia, sending me messeges through facebook.

Stranger 1 : Hey. Wanna have sex?

Stranger 2 : Hey, I've got lots of money. Let's have sex.

Stranger 3 : Show me your nude picture.

~Sometimes, they're not even from Indonesia, but they found me anyway.(?)~

Stranger 4 : Move here to Pakistan and marry me.

Ok guys. I don't know if it's my profile picture making me look cheap. But I'm pretty sure I've never set my cleavage or full boobies picture on my profile picture.

Like what the hell?

When this first happened, I did acknowledge them at first. But then all of a sudden....

Freak : um... hi...

Me : Hello :D

Freak : You're really pretty. Show me a nude pic.

Me : .... =_=

Aaaaaaaannddd then i blocked him.

There were also some which went like...

Freak 2 : hello

Me : hi

Freak 2 : do you like sex?

Freak 2 : let's have sex

Freak 2 : i've got money. I'll pay you if i have to

Freak 2 : umm hello...?

Blocked. Of course.

In the end... I never responded to people I don't know anymore LOL.

I'm not against people having sex or anything.
And I'm still a virgin, which is a high probability since im raised here in Indonesia, where virginity is considered important and 'for husbands only'.

I mean, we have different cultures, let's accept that.

But this? Even if you're somewhere outside Indonesia, I don't think chicks would sleep with you, man.

Why?

You just went straight out there thinking we're in for it?

No flirting?

No making us at least, um..... not think you're loco?

All you're doing is, in my case, not only pissing me off, making me feel disgusted, but also finding out that...

You're just THAT pathetic.

If you're looking for someone to sleep with, go to an online dating website. Or at least find someone who's obviously looking for a lay.

NOT ON SOME FREAKING INNOCENT CHILD'S FACEBOOK.

Guys. If you find creepers like these... Just...

JUST FREAKING REPORT THEM

I don't give a shit if it takes too much work. What you're doing is justice. JUSTICE I TELL YOU.

It'll probably save, most vjjs all around the world.

PS: I know... my blog is not that interesting, and the topics are... weird. But I wanna write them anyway, so, if you don't like it then... I guess you just wasted your time on these. :P #sorrynotsorry

Saturday 15 August 2015

- LaCythe's Random Story : Not Me! - ( ¬_¬)

Hey Guys!

There comes a time where some random shit comes into your head. And here I am about to share it with you guys..

First of all, I can proudly say I'm a very forgiving person, just that I can't forget easily. (Actually i can. But not for smth I hold a grudge for.)

When I was in 3rd grade- still in the form of this stupid innocent little girl- an incident happened.

-"-

It was afterschool hours and I was wondering around the school, when suddenly a kid from my class found me and asked if 'I want to see something cool' (call this kid V). So I said yes, and she dragged me and stopped outside our classroom. And two more of my classmates were there together with a school security guard.

Honestly guys, 3rd grade was the time where I first moved school, so I barely know my classmates. And that time I thought kid V was asking me if I wanted to hang out with her. Which made me excited, I mean c'mon. I was bullied for 4 years. =_= having a friend is like a miracle.

So the two other classmates were a guy an a girl. Let's call the guy kid B and the girl kid A.

At first I just don't know what the fuck were they doing there. I remembered I was eating something (I think it was ice cream. Lol.)

The security guard opened the classroom door- which was locked previously- and left the key hanging. And kid B wanted to get smth inside the classroom.

Seconds after kid B entered kid A closed the classroom door, locked it and started squealing and running (didnt run too far tho, just a few feet away from the class). Kid V dragged me along with her, not literally dragged just- i dunno she made me run with her.

So kid B popped his head out through the classroom window and started shouting at us. I went to grab the door key to unlock him because i feel sorry for him but kid A smacked my hand and opened it herself.

You're probably wondering what the fuck was the security guard doing? (or probably not) he was threatening kid A if she doesnt unlock it soon he'll handcuff her.

I think that's the reason why she opened it herself?

After this incident, kid V said 'tell the others it's the security guard who locked him, not kid A, ok?'

And I agreed to it.

I know, stupid right? But please, can you blame the lil' innocent me?

-"-

The next morning, I went to class and find all the girls staring at me.

'Hey. I heard from kid A that you locked kid B in the classroom yesterday???'

Guys. You all might think this is smth I picked from a TV series or manga or anime or any other shit. But no. This really happened =_=

'What..? I thought it was kid A who locked him?' I said.

'Shhhhh....!!!!' Guess who? Kid V it is.

Kid V grabbed and dragged me to the school field.

'The security guard, remember?' Kid V asked.

'Oh right.'

And then I kept quiet.

-"-

During science time, kid A and kid V apologized to kid B. And when I apologized..

He just shrugged it off.

-"-

After this incident, no one talked to me, and no one explained anything to kid B OR me about what the fuck is going on.

I kept my promise to kid V and kept quiet.

And nobody knows about it, not until i reached junior high.

Let me just tell you that kid B and I did became friends a few weeks after the incident, or maybe longer than that.

And I still don't know what I've done wrong to those two kids that I should be the one to take the blame.

I hate the both so much..

Keep checking LaCythe's Random Story in the future, and you'll see why.

-"-

LaCythe's Random Story No.1 - End.

There'll be a hell lot more of these.. *winkwink*

Sunday 26 April 2015

- My Opinion : Today's Education - (゜▽゜;) :;(∩´﹏`∩);:

Have you ever noticed that school just gets harder and harder as years passes by? (」゜ロ゜)」

This is just MY personal opinion, and not all of you have to agree with me. I'm just sharing anyway. If you've got a problem with what I wrote, well.. I dont give a shit (゜▽゜)

Of course, school is definately important. I'm not encouraging anyone to fucking leave school. I'm just saying the subjects got harder O_O. Which made more and more students spend time studying, rather than doing shits which I think is more important.

Well, of course. We get older, which means higher level of education. But that's not what I'm talking about.

When I was in 8th grade, I had a friend who was 2 years older than me.  Which means, she was in 10th grade. We were in the same school, and now she graduated, and it's my turn to be in 10th grade.

Thing is, the subjects given are different. Now I have 3 seperate subjects related to science, physics, biology, and chemisty, while she has only 1. Our school time is the same. And you know what that means? It means i have 3 seperate subjects with less time, and she has 1 subject with more time.

And we all know the more complicated it is the harder.

Yes. That's what I'm talking about.

Well might actually be great for those who's dream job ia to be a doctor. But not to me.
:;(∩´﹏`∩);:

Firstly, let me just say that. My dream is to be a billionaire. Well I think everyone wants to be a billionaire right?

People said stuffs about.. :

" You have to study a lot so you can get a good job in the future. "
" You have to get good scores so that you can get into a top, popular, *and other shits* school "
" You have to start studying now, or else you won't catch up and fail your exams "

Point no. 1: Just what is the point in this?

All thise stuffs on the above is what my teachers and my parents said to me all the time. My scores aren't that great.

Well, I didn't manage to get high scores why?

1: I hate science nor am I planning to do anything related to that in the future. -_- Maybe except when I'm sick and gotta do smth abt it

2: I fucking suck at essays. No, not for my english class, but my business and economics class. I did some past papers given by my teacher, and he wants me to write an essay, including all the knowledge points, plus application points, plus other shits. Am I going to write essays everytime I have some shit to solve in real life? NO

3: Is this so that I can do better in life, or just past exams? O_o

4: I don't want to go find a job. I want to be the one to PROVIDE jobs.

From my point of view, today's education is becoming more and more focused on passing the exams. Or more like, teachers making students focus on graduating, than how to do in life.

Graduating doesn't always mean you'll get a job, because in real life, there are a lot of problems which we would all should face head on.

While school seems to be focusing on just solutions which are stated in the marking schemes, while there are actually lots of other solutions we could all use.

And because schools train students to just solve problems based on books, there is a huge possibility that students won't be able to do well in life, well probably will if they're lucky enough to get a life exactly like what they planned.

BUT NO ONE CAN BE AS LUCKY AS THAT. Whether you plan ahead or not, you'll face challenges anyway.

Problem solving is a skill we need, schools depend on the marking schemes.

Here's an example (and also a true story) :

I was in my biology class, and I was supposed to list a difference between two animals. When it was time to check. There is one answer which I think is correct, but not in the marking scheme.
My teacher told me this : "If it was me, I would definately have given you a mark, but it's not in the marking scheme so.."
... :;(∩´﹏`∩);:

~

In school, teachers LOVE students who:

1. Likes to study
2. Gets good grades IN ALL subjects
3. Listens to everything and anything the teacher says

Well I'm obviously not those three LOL.

Trust me, most teachers love these students.

Unless they're as badass as we are.

My teachers always compared me to my classmates who's grade is higher. I wouldn't say my grades are THAT bad.. probably just average.

Well getting low grades would probably be my fault mostly. But I dunno, I feel like a teacher's attitude gives impact too.
I mean if they act like an asshole, it just really demotivates me LOL. =-=

This might not make any sense, but that's what I think. I know I'm just a mere 16 year old. But what's wrong with a 16 year old stating her opinion? This way of thinking might change as I became older. But as for now I just want to say.

Today's education is just a way to torture me. No student in their right minds would enjoy studying, and I think the best way to study is to learn from experiences.

I get stressed every morning, waking up so early in the morning going like "shit, I got school" .

There are still a lot of things I'd like to point out. But that would be too long to write.. Maybe I'll make a 2nd part of this. HA!

Sunday 15 March 2015

- Why I Swear So Much - ヽ(゜ロ゜;)ノ

Hey guys!

I'm sure you've noticed that I swear a lot right? Well that's if you've read my previous posts of course =w=

Well it's really simple actually.

It's actually stress relieving. HA!

To tell you the truth, all my reasons for swearing is actually pretty ridiculous. But well, that's me okay?

I can't just imagine describing a bitch like.. :
" OMG. That girl is such a horrible person!"

Well let me just tell you,if you found someone who back stabs someone behind their backs PLUS THEY TALK THIS WAY? Must be two faced.

Why? Well that's coz I'm sure people always want to keep their image good right? Sooo.. some people want to look "kind", but c'mon guys, despite the fact that they didn't use bad words, they're still talking about people behind their backs.

Besides, I'm not the type of person to just swear because I think it's cool. That's not even ridiculous anymore, thats just plain stupidity.

I use it as an expression, okay? Some people says stuffs like I'm a deliquent and stuffs. Okay maybe they're right. But I think just because I swear I can't be called a deliquent, because I don't fucking hit people.

And I just don't get those people who thinks that swearing is bad. I think swearing expresses our thoughts perfectly, like when you touched something hot. If that happened to me I'd unconciously shout out "HOLY SHIT" because it burns =-=

And when I see someone experiencing the same thing and shout out "IT HURTS!" I won't think it really hurts. I'll think that that person is just showing of that he/she just got burned.

Which means that people who swear are actually more honest than u think, because they don't have any image to keep.

No, I'm not writing this post just to encourage people to swear. LOL.

This is just my opinion when it comes to someone swearing, okay?

If you don't wanna swear from the bottom of your heart, then don't force it out. And if you wanna, do it. That's it LOL.

PS: When my classmates backstabs, they don't swear. But they do uncounciously when they react to smth. Funny? Ha!

Now that I think of it. I actually am talking abt my classmates behind their backs! LOL.

The difference is, I don't care if what I say spreads(that's why I wrote all those blogs LOL), but they sure do.

Friday 13 March 2015

- How To: Help Your Bullied Friend - (੭ˊ͈ ꒵ˋ͈)੭̸*✧⁺˚

Hey guys!

You guys probably think this topic is reeeaally boring. But I think it's important, that you guys know.

PEOPLE ARE EASILY CONVINCED

And that's the whole reason why social bullying exist. Because people fucking LIE.

Physical bullying doesn't happen often in my school. So that's one of the reason why, people outside of our class never noticed.

And you think social bullying is not that harsh? Naww... YOU'RE WRONG.

When you're socially bullied, as I have said, no one will notice.

When you're physically bullied, you get blue eyes here and there. People notice you know, sorry to say but stupid people try to hide it, I mean, why hide it? To not make ur friends hate you? Well that makes you CHICKEN like me. (I'm actually called chicken coz I'm sexy. Nah.. just kidding LOL)

So in social bullying. In my own experience, I tend to not want anyone to get involved, or maybe not make them worry. So I got this smiling bitch face on so no one will notice.

Well because I'm used to it. Doesn't really matter LOL. They're not worth me wasting my time worrying shits. But when you're the 'easily sad' type of person, you'll definately be under stress,because no one is helping you.

See here? I'm telling you all this because you guys who are reading this right now. Can decide right this moment whether you're a good or bad guy.

That's right. GOOD OR BAD. You get to choose.

This time, we're not gonna talk about YOU being bullied, but when others get bullied.

I notice that people, especially teenagers my age only listens to one side of the story. You tell them first, you win.

But thats the bad guy, okay? I wanna be the fucking good guy here.

Well then don't just do nothing and believe everything you've heard. You shouldn't trust people so much -_- humans lie.

I don't get easily convinced, partly because my whole life I've been tricked. So I trust no one when it comes to gossips or someone doing bad things.

And that actually improved my persuasive skills. Impressive right LOL.

I believe what I want to believe. If you're not sure it's true. Then FUCKING ASK the person involved okay? Don't just jump to conclusions guys. Not cool.

And I promise you. If you decide what you do without forcing yourself, you'll feel safe, happy and assured.

What right do they have telling you what to do. You're your own boss when it comes to friendships, relationships, etc.

Don't be afraid to take the first step. Coz that's where it all begin.

And you'll be ONE HELL OF A SAVIOR FOR THAT.

If you don't get what I'm saying coz I'm probably sprouting meaningful bullshit right now. Please don't hesitate to comment and ask questions! ^-^

REMEMBER: YOU'RE YOUR OWN BOSS WHEN IT COMES TO THIS.

Friday 6 March 2015

- Opinions In My Surroundings -

What I'll say. A Complete Trash❤

Hello everyone!

Forget about the sorry, coz I know I rarely post and by rare, I mean REALLY RARE.

So, my topic for today is about my surroundings. As you all know I used to be bullied and not anymore, but just so you know, there are still LOTS of bitches or whores out there who could critisize you just because you're different.

Well, thats probably the reason why I don't have a close friend up untill now. LOLS. - Still happy here - 

You guys have probably heard about stuffs like "OMG. He's gay. That's like, so disgusting." Or maybe "Did you know? She's lesbian, you shouldn't get too close to her or else you might become one too."

Well godammit. Where did these logic came from? Huh? I'll hear my school friends critisize them ALL THE TIME. And was it wrong? I don't think it's wrong.

Even in church, the pastor says stuffs like "gayism is wrong." And I can't help but be like.. =__ =

Okay. First, I'm not defending these people because I'm lesbian too, sometimes I got mistaken to be one because I defend them LOLS, I'm just saying this because I think it's wrong for people ro critisize them like this. =-=

Second, that's not actually the topic of the day lol. Probably most part of it, but this time I'm gonna talk about MOI.

So my friends do not only critisize gays or lesbians. They literally critisize people who are "different" from them. Like, in everyways. And thats why they'll eventually talk about this person and that person. Basically just everyone =3=

They critisized me for wearing make ups.
As in gyarus styled make up.
Or maybe just simple korean styled make up which only consists of BB cream.
Fine. It 's basically everything. Everytime I put make up their face'll turn like.. (~__~ ) and go to someone else to say " she's wearing make up again. Seriously? It doensn't even suit her."

Just so you know. I know they ll do this because if it happened to me. I happen to have this superhuman hearing power. And sometimes it happens to other people,and they ll go to me.

What the fuck is this? A manga? A TV drama? I like wearing make ups. And im sure they ll wear some when they re older too =.= no?

See. This always happens.
Some people start to think that, if something is different from someone else. They'll think that something is disgusting, whether or not it's good or bad.

So what advatage I have is that, I'm not afraid to get isolated in class. I mean, in one class is just a few people. Whereas the people with the same hobby as you might be tons out there. =-=

So you people who's afraid of being isolated. Let me just say. Go fuck yourself.

Don't be afraid to get isolated in class just because of some stupid logic or theory your friends made up. If you're brave enough, who knows, maybe sooner or later you'll find someone who has the same interest.

I'll take it back.

YOU'LL DEFINATELY GET ONE.

PS: Don't blame it all on the bad guys. If you're not brave enough. Do it when you're brave enough to go your own way. YESH. XD

Friday 12 December 2014

- Bullying - (☄ฺ◣д◢)☄ฺ (๑′̥̥̥▵‵̥̥̥ ૂ๑)

Hey Guys! 

It's my first week of holiday and I'm bored to death. So I decided to write something random and suddenly the word bullying comes up, LOL.

Okay, so the reason why I'm writing this is because just recently, my sister got "socially bullied". It's where some bitches or assholes convince other people, or students for example, to stay away from the bullied person by telling them lies like: "oh, I heard she cheated on her boyfriend"(LOL just and example, not true, okay?) 

First of all, I was bullied too when I was little, and that's for a stupid reason, because "I'm a fat chinese girl". The early moments were so hurtful and eventually I didn't care because it's true, I'm fat. And because I wasn't scared of the evil bitch anymore, she couldn't do anything more than sprouting nonsense to my face. And reallly, I thought it's just too funny because she was too desperate trying to hurt me.

So a word for you bullied people. Don't fucking piss in your pants. Go with "I don't give a fuck" thing because it's one of the best way to piss them off. 


And there was also a time where I bullied someone too. Let's call him A. 

I bullied him because he thinks he's always right. Let's just say he did something wrong, playing with rubbers for example, and it hit someone's face. Do understand if they're angry, because IT FUCKING HURTS. 

But instead of apologizing, he said this "it's not just me! Person B did it too!" 

I didn't get mad at B because person B said sorry SINCERELY. While A, who didn't even apologize, goes "you're only mad at me because B is handsome" 

Since then I can't help it, whenever he's around I get annoyed, when he talks, I get into sarcasm mode.

So bullied people, NOTE THIS 
IMPORTANT SHIT. Find out the reason WHY they bullied you. And if you DID do something wrong apologize from the bottom of your heart, because if you do, it'll show people around that you're a good guy and that the bully is an asshole if he won't forgive you. 


REMEMBER:
Don't get hurt because you're bullied. Because you don't give a shit.

Love U All. (❁´▽`❁)*✲゚*