- Why I Swear So Much - ヽ(゜ロ゜;)ノ

Hey guys!

I'm sure you've noticed that I swear a lot right? Well that's if you've read my previous posts of course =w=

Well it's really simple actually.

It's actually stress relieving. HA!

To tell you the truth, all my reasons for swearing is actually pretty ridiculous. But well, that's me okay?

I can't just imagine describing a bitch like.. :
" OMG. That girl is such a horrible person!"

Well let me just tell you,if you found someone who back stabs someone behind their backs PLUS THEY TALK THIS WAY? Must be two faced.

Why? Well that's coz I'm sure people always want to keep their image good right? Sooo.. some people want to look "kind", but c'mon guys, despite the fact that they didn't use bad words, they're still talking about people behind their backs.

Besides, I'm not the type of person to just swear because I think it's cool. That's not even ridiculous anymore, thats just plain stupidity.

I use it as an expression, okay? Some people says stuffs like I'm a deliquent and stuffs. Okay maybe they're right. But I think just because I swear I can't be called a deliquent, because I don't fucking hit people.

And I just don't get those people who thinks that swearing is bad. I think swearing expresses our thoughts perfectly, like when you touched something hot. If that happened to me I'd unconciously shout out "HOLY SHIT" because it burns =-=

And when I see someone experiencing the same thing and shout out "IT HURTS!" I won't think it really hurts. I'll think that that person is just showing of that he/she just got burned.

Which means that people who swear are actually more honest than u think, because they don't have any image to keep.

No, I'm not writing this post just to encourage people to swear. LOL.

This is just my opinion when it comes to someone swearing, okay?

If you don't wanna swear from the bottom of your heart, then don't force it out. And if you wanna, do it. That's it LOL.

PS: When my classmates backstabs, they don't swear. But they do uncounciously when they react to smth. Funny? Ha!

Now that I think of it. I actually am talking abt my classmates behind their backs! LOL.

The difference is, I don't care if what I say spreads(that's why I wrote all those blogs LOL), but they sure do.

- How To: Help Your Bullied Friend - (੭ˊ͈ ꒵ˋ͈)੭̸*✧⁺˚

Hey guys!

You guys probably think this topic is reeeaally boring. But I think it's important, that you guys know.

PEOPLE ARE EASILY CONVINCED

And that's the whole reason why social bullying exist. Because people fucking LIE.

Physical bullying doesn't happen often in my school. So that's one of the reason why, people outside of our class never noticed.

And you think social bullying is not that harsh? Naww... YOU'RE WRONG.

When you're socially bullied, as I have said, no one will notice.

When you're physically bullied, you get blue eyes here and there. People notice you know, sorry to say but stupid people try to hide it, I mean, why hide it? To not make ur friends hate you? Well that makes you CHICKEN like me. (I'm actually called chicken coz I'm sexy. Nah.. just kidding LOL)

So in social bullying. In my own experience, I tend to not want anyone to get involved, or maybe not make them worry. So I got this smiling bitch face on so no one will notice.

Well because I'm used to it. Doesn't really matter LOL. They're not worth me wasting my time worrying shits. But when you're the 'easily sad' type of person, you'll definately be under stress,because no one is helping you.

See here? I'm telling you all this because you guys who are reading this right now. Can decide right this moment whether you're a good or bad guy.

That's right. GOOD OR BAD. You get to choose.

This time, we're not gonna talk about YOU being bullied, but when others get bullied.

I notice that people, especially teenagers my age only listens to one side of the story. You tell them first, you win.

But thats the bad guy, okay? I wanna be the fucking good guy here.

Well then don't just do nothing and believe everything you've heard. You shouldn't trust people so much -_- humans lie.

I don't get easily convinced, partly because my whole life I've been tricked. So I trust no one when it comes to gossips or someone doing bad things.

And that actually improved my persuasive skills. Impressive right LOL.

I believe what I want to believe. If you're not sure it's true. Then FUCKING ASK the person involved okay? Don't just jump to conclusions guys. Not cool.

And I promise you. If you decide what you do without forcing yourself, you'll feel safe, happy and assured.

What right do they have telling you what to do. You're your own boss when it comes to friendships, relationships, etc.

Don't be afraid to take the first step. Coz that's where it all begin.

And you'll be ONE HELL OF A SAVIOR FOR THAT.

If you don't get what I'm saying coz I'm probably sprouting meaningful bullshit right now. Please don't hesitate to comment and ask questions! ^-^

REMEMBER: YOU'RE YOUR OWN BOSS WHEN IT COMES TO THIS.

- Opinions In My Surroundings -

What I'll say. A Complete Trash❤

Hello everyone!

Forget about the sorry, coz I know I rarely post and by rare, I mean REALLY RARE.

So, my topic for today is about my surroundings. As you all know I used to be bullied and not anymore, but just so you know, there are still LOTS of bitches or whores out there who could critisize you just because you're different.

Well, thats probably the reason why I don't have a close friend up untill now. LOLS. - Still happy here - 

You guys have probably heard about stuffs like "OMG. He's gay. That's like, so disgusting." Or maybe "Did you know? She's lesbian, you shouldn't get too close to her or else you might become one too."

Well godammit. Where did these logic came from? Huh? I'll hear my school friends critisize them ALL THE TIME. And was it wrong? I don't think it's wrong.

Even in church, the pastor says stuffs like "gayism is wrong." And I can't help but be like.. =__ =

Okay. First, I'm not defending these people because I'm lesbian too, sometimes I got mistaken to be one because I defend them LOLS, I'm just saying this because I think it's wrong for people ro critisize them like this. =-=

Second, that's not actually the topic of the day lol. Probably most part of it, but this time I'm gonna talk about MOI.

So my friends do not only critisize gays or lesbians. They literally critisize people who are "different" from them. Like, in everyways. And thats why they'll eventually talk about this person and that person. Basically just everyone =3=

They critisized me for wearing make ups.
As in gyarus styled make up.
Or maybe just simple korean styled make up which only consists of BB cream.
Fine. It 's basically everything. Everytime I put make up their face'll turn like.. (~__~ ) and go to someone else to say " she's wearing make up again. Seriously? It doensn't even suit her."

Just so you know. I know they ll do this because if it happened to me. I happen to have this superhuman hearing power. And sometimes it happens to other people,and they ll go to me.

What the fuck is this? A manga? A TV drama? I like wearing make ups. And im sure they ll wear some when they re older too =.= no?

See. This always happens.
Some people start to think that, if something is different from someone else. They'll think that something is disgusting, whether or not it's good or bad.

So what advatage I have is that, I'm not afraid to get isolated in class. I mean, in one class is just a few people. Whereas the people with the same hobby as you might be tons out there. =-=

So you people who's afraid of being isolated. Let me just say. Go fuck yourself.

Don't be afraid to get isolated in class just because of some stupid logic or theory your friends made up. If you're brave enough, who knows, maybe sooner or later you'll find someone who has the same interest.

I'll take it back.

YOU'LL DEFINATELY GET ONE.

PS: Don't blame it all on the bad guys. If you're not brave enough. Do it when you're brave enough to go your own way. YESH. XD

- Bullying - (☄ฺ◣д◢)☄ฺ (๑′̥̥̥▵‵̥̥̥ ૂ๑)

Hey Guys! 

It's my first week of holiday and I'm bored to death. So I decided to write something random and suddenly the word bullying comes up, LOL.

Okay, so the reason why I'm writing this is because just recently, my sister got "socially bullied". It's where some bitches or assholes convince other people, or students for example, to stay away from the bullied person by telling them lies like: "oh, I heard she cheated on her boyfriend"(LOL just and example, not true, okay?) 

First of all, I was bullied too when I was little, and that's for a stupid reason, because "I'm a fat chinese girl". The early moments were so hurtful and eventually I didn't care because it's true, I'm fat. And because I wasn't scared of the evil bitch anymore, she couldn't do anything more than sprouting nonsense to my face. And reallly, I thought it's just too funny because she was too desperate trying to hurt me.

So a word for you bullied people. Don't fucking piss in your pants. Go with "I don't give a fuck" thing because it's one of the best way to piss them off. 

And there was also a time where I bullied someone too. Let's call him A. 

I bullied him because he thinks he's always right. Let's just say he did something wrong, playing with rubbers for example, and it hit someone's face. Do understand if they're angry, because IT FUCKING HURTS. 

But instead of apologizing, he said this "it's not just me! Person B did it too!" 

I didn't get mad at B because person B said sorry SINCERELY. While A, who didn't even apologize, goes "you're only mad at me because B is handsome" 

Since then I can't help it, whenever he's around I get annoyed, when he talks, I get into sarcasm mode.

So bullied people, NOTE THIS 

IMPORTANT SHIT. Find out the reason WHY they bullied you. And if you DID do something wrong apologize from the bottom of your heart, because if you do, it'll show people around that you're a good guy and that the bully is an asshole if he won't forgive you. 

REMEMBER:

Don't get hurt because you're bullied. Because you don't give a shit.

Love U All. (❁´▽`❁)*✲ﾟ*  

~EXAMS! ╭(๑¯⌓¯๑)╮

Hey Guys! 

It's been a long time since I last posted, huh? =-=

Well that's coz I've got exams coming up next week! >_< And I'm so nervous because I don't feel smart enough ;w ;

For some reason, I'd always cram a few weeks before exams because I'm so forgetful. And I really need a way to keep all these things stuck in my head >_< 

And of course, cramming is not the best way to learn. And I can't really do those long-term studying method because I'm forgetful anyway. So what I did was, I'll search for some questions related, and answer it! >:3 pretty easy huh? Or probably just use some worksheets given by you teachers at school, and re answer it without looking at the answer of course. I always do this everytime, because there's 80% chance that questions given by your teachers in the past will appear again! 

Well guess this post is all about studying for exams. And for those who are also going to take exams, GOODLUCK! <3 (•̪ .̮ •̪) 

Play and Give! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

Hey guys!

So today my school held and event called "Play and Give" where you buy one booklet consisted of 5 tickets which you can use to play games created by different classes! 

The purpose of the event was for us to raise funds, so that we can donate them to charity. 

My class decided to run a haunted house, we had some problems at first, but I'm glad it went smoothly towards the end. 

In case you're curious abt the story..

The story's about two sisters, named Anne and Kathy whose parents hired a babysitter due to their busy schedule. The first few weeks were fine, but on the 18th of October she turned psycho. 

The parents were killed as a result, and she had fun torturing Anne and Kathy.. Until Kathy died out of hunger. Anne was so desperate, that she commited a suicide. 

The next day, it was found that the babysitter died. 

Anne created a maze. It was rumoured that the maze was made in order to protect her and her friends from people like the babysitter. And she's show up every 18th of October, where it all began..

A Picture of me as Anne! >_<

My Dating Experience >_<

Hey guys!

So today I'm gonna talk about my dating experience so far. 

I decided to talk about this, because so far. most of my ex-bfs are JERKS. Mostly.

My dad is the overprotective type, so I was actually dating in secret, and because I'm too scared to look at his face if he finds out I had a bf, I decided to just start with online dating until I get to university (I have to wait a few more years... ;_;)

So my first boyfriend was a guy who asked me out when I first met him. He went like Hey, wanna be my gf? And coz I was curious about what it's like to date someone, I said yes. 

Well, obviously he's a total jerk, and I dunno if I was just too innocent or too stupid back then. We broke up after two months probably because he was bored of me (well I never dated before =-=, explains it LOL) 

LESSON NUMBER 1: Never date a guy you just met. Because they're not serious enough

So not too long after I broke up with that guy, I got myself another kind and caring boyfriend. But my first ex went like I miss You. I want you back. I still love you.

No, I didn't date him back. Because I can differ him and my new boyfriend that time. That they were COMPLETELY different. But that bastard went and talk shits to my boyfriend coz I rejected him so we broke up =.= 

Okay let's go with ABC coz this will confuse you guys lol.

A: ex no. 1

B: ex no. 2

And so on.. Lol

I dont really remember much about my other ex coz they didn't really leave a huge impression on me.

Moving on. At some point I started dating guy C. He was probably the guy I dated the longest. And that's like.. 6 months I think. 

For the first two months he was totally kind and sweet and stuff, but then he started to be ignorant and stuff, and we ended up in a miscommunication and broke up. 

And not too long after that, I found out thay he was EXTREMELY happy after breaking up with me. Because he can start flirting with girls. HA! And what's more he actually dared to cheat on me =.= 

LESSON NUMBER 2 : If your boyfriend suddenly turns from sweet to ignorant, BREAK UP! Because he's obviously trying/about to cheat on you. Or they're just bored of you.

All of guy C's friends made me their enemy because this guy C told them I cheated on him. Which made me real mad. 

A few weeks after I broke up with guy C, my friend told me this

Hey cythe, did you know what guy C said? He told me he broke up with you coz you're half chinese, and he said thay chinese girls won't make boys feel good during s** 

LESSON NUMBER 3 : Don't get into sexual interactions before marriege. Because most boys are extremely good at acting, they might leave you after something bad happens to you, coz most of them don't want to be responsible for it. 

After my friend told me that, I found out the reason why we broke up. Because I won't even let him call me LOL

Well you guys might think I'm overreacting, but it makes sense! We're just couples in games, nothing more, why should he call? =-=

After This incident, I got myself another boyfriend after a few months. 

He's even more of a jerk compared to guys A and C =.= 

Guy D and I dated during the times when I was, well I could say rich in the game, and I don't even know why we started going out, I think I was just BLIND that time.

When we dated, we shared our ID and password to each other, and after a while I figured out that, some of my items were GONE! And HE TOOK IT! HE SOLD IT WITHOUT TELLING ME!! (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻ argh 

LESSON NUMBER 4 : If you're not sure if you like each other, then DON'T date! Because one of you, or maybe both of you are just making use of each other =.= 

So I changed my password and he went like Hey babe, why did you change your password? 

I was kind of a coward that time, so I said Oh, sorry I got bored of it so I changed my password. 

I told him my new password and asked my friend for help. 

So when he did a trade my friend could take a screenshot and send it to me.

So I sent it to the GMs and PRAYED he got banned. HA! He did! Serves him right

LESSON NUMBER 5 : Don't ever be afraid to fight against bastards.

That's all for now (•̪ .̮ •̪) 

I hope this will be very helpful for you guys in identifiying bastards, yes?

Sorry for harsh words, but those are ones that fit them perfectly

If some of you readers are holding things deep inside your heart. Don't be afraid to comment below :3 I'll definitely read and try to give some suggestions! XD

Love you readers! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ THANK YOU